“I know you didn’t.”
“I don’t know what he was thinking.”
“I don’t either.”
He opened his mouth to say something else. I could see it was something hard. And I watched him decide not to say it.
He nodded once and walked to his car.
I let him go.
I’ve thought about that moment a good deal since. If either one of us had said one more sentence on that sidewalk, we’d have saved ourselves four months.
But we were Albert Kucera’s sons, both of us. And Albert’s sons did not say the extra sentence.
I drove out to the home place that afternoon to get what was mine.
The truck was sitting in the north bay of the machine shed. Right where Dad backed it in on the evening of February second, after he fed the calves.
He died the next night. In his recliner, with the cattle market report on the TV. I found him in the morning, when he didn’t come out to the lots.
